Since 2009, I was diagnosed with Systematic Lupus Erythematosus (SLE). And I’ve been living and learning to love lupus since then.

It's been 8 years live with lupus, Frightened, scared, feel so sick, and tired has been so much haunted me, but i finally pass all of them. I remember the first time i feel so sick when i step my foot in the floor -april  2009-. It was so hurt in my feet and really hard for me to walk, but i keep trying to walk and trying to stand for it. In 2009 was my last year in university, i start to work out for my final task to get my bachelor degree of psychology. I was so happy, excited and also nervous to finish it, and suddenly it was happen, there was something wrong with my body, it was so hurt. Not just in my feet but also my hand, finger, leg, all my body was totally hurt. Another symptoms come one by one like extreme fatigue, painful and swollen joint, pain in chest, sun or light sensitivity, sprue in my mouth, fever, and hair loss makes me so crazy at that time. And finally, the doctor told me that i was diagnosed with lupus.

I say Alhamdulillah and Astaghfirullah after hear that. Why me? What is lupus? Is that okay? I keep searching about this disease, so scared and i was so sad. But i always tell my self thay i am stronger than all of the illness i felt. I know it was getting so tired to be strong, but i have to be cheerful all the time.

Happy World Lupus Day!

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hand bouquet of flower

I love Flowers

Sigmund Freud — 'Flowers are restful to look at. They have neither emotions nor conflicts.'

So this is hand bouquet of flower made by me, still amateur but i keep on tryin. Its really fun to make this bouquet.

playin with water colour

The title of this water colour paint is

"Sweetest Guilty Pleasure, Ever.."

And ready to hang on the wall

fruit for snack

Very very late post from annual event Indonesia Fashion Week 2015.

Same day after Fashion show Ria Miranda, here is Jenahara wuith 'monochromatic navajo'

live with too much imun system

Welcoming World Lupus day 10 may..  its been 5 or 6 years with lupus. Just keep fighting! 

my tips to all odapus:
act like we dont have lupus, forget it, feel healhty and tryin to be happy. but we have to stay aware about what to Do and what to Dont from doctor.

Weekend

Dahayu and Daily Ria Miranda

Agak sedih sih tahun ini tidak bisa menjadi bagian indonesia fashion week untuk blogger. Karna memang postingan beberapa tahun ini jarang banget nulis tentang fashion..
Iya sih aku memang ngga terlalu mengikuti fashion. Tapi kalo tentang hijab, i will say that all about ria miranda, jenahara, dian pelangi, irna mutiara dan lainnya. Tapi mungkin yang bener bener selalu bikin ngiler itu adalah koleksinya ria miranda.
It doesnt matter for not to be blogger for indonesia fashion week.. next year i hope it will be..
And i got this invitation...

So happy!

And here they are the photos, taken from 5MP camera phone

Huhuuuuu foto nya nge bluuur..

Sama halnya dengan koleksi ria miranda sebelumnya, all of them for pastel lovers.. and i love it!

I'm Going To Indonesia Fashion Week 2015

Yeayy acara tahunan fashion yang wajib di datangin. Dari tahun 2013 aku selalu datang ke acara ini. Senangnya waktu 2013 dapat free pass blogger dan beberapa undangan fashion show. Hanya saja tahun 2014 ngga bisa ikutan karna bekerja, tapi aku sempetin datang kesana tahun lalu.

Really want to go there on this February. Ingin sekali liat perkembangan hijab fashion yang semakin lama semakin baik. Fokusnya saya memang lebih ingin melihat di rancangan Ria Miranda yang ngga pernah habis explore budaya minang di rancangannya dengan warna warna soft tapi ngga terlihat dekil pada saat dipakai dengan orang yang berkulit hitam manis.

Terakhir yang aku tahu koleksi adalah pusako. Tahun ini di indonesia fashion week 2015 kabarnya akan kolaborasi dgn elzatta dan executive. Tahun kemarin pun ria miranda udah ngeluarin sneak preview koleksi daily nya yang lucu lucu dan akan rilis tahun ini.

Makin cinta deh sama ria miranda.

Ngga hanya ria miranda saja, 160 booth di hall cendrawasih semuanya khusus untuk fashion hijab. So excited!!